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Heaven

Baiser, Passage Versailles, Paris, 1950.
Fajar P. Domingo.

Fajar P. Domingo

 

May be heaven isn’t a place so far far away,

May be it’s here and now…

May be heaven is a place where you get to relive the best moments of your childhood,

May be heaven is a stranger’s smile on a tiring day,

May be heaven isn’t a place… but time spent with yourself,

May be heaven is nothing but the feeling of being in love,

May be heaven is just hell, because you’re in love.

 

Baiser, Passage Versailles, Paris, 1950.

Baiser, Passage Versailles, Paris, 1950.


Lamentation

I have seen the face of selfishness,

It’s repulsive!

I have witnessed the image of unworthiness,

It fills me with disdain.

Every time I look at it, I’m consumed by the insatiable urge to tear it apart.

I look at how pitiful it is and I wonder, how?

How did this come to be? Who made you? What made you?

The answer was staring at me through the mirror.

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Happy Birthday Handsome

You weren’t here to hear me speak my first words,

But you heard me say ‘Papa’

No one ever did before

You gave meaning to a word that meant nothing to me

You didn’t watch me take my first step as a baby

But you helped me up every time I fell

Oceans apart you stay

Closest to my heart you are

Your smile, you laughter, your words and your silence

They mean so much to me

In your heart is where I wanna be

Every day and always.

Through your mind, I want to run

Every time you’re down

I want to be your smile

When cry is all you want to

Happy Birthday My Handsome!

Piece of my heart,

So far far away,

Yet so so precious.

Happy Birthday Papa.


She’s So Ugly

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PC: Christine Wu

 

It’s amazing how we are quick to judge

And seldom slow to anger

How we make assumptions and then believe them to be true

How we make our opinions our God

And worship them, blindly, in the temple of our own minds

How we give ourselves more importance than we deserve

How we do NOT give people the respect they deserve

How we think we know best

When really we know nothing at all.

Our mirrors are dusty, just like our minds,

We don’t let the new wash over us

And we let cobwebs of preconceived notions ruin that which can be beautiful

Understanding can be beautiful

Being respectful of other peoples’ beliefs can be beautiful

Imperfections can be beautiful

Ugliness can be beautiful

When will we stop judging and start embracing?

Never.


Desolate

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People are desolate,
Lonely islands walking about,
They lay barren
In the wake of the destruction.

People are foolish,
Blinded,
By their own selfish desires,
Unheeding, they pass each other by.

People are people,
Consumed by the worry of what the future holds
Engulfed in the past,
Sweet irony.

People are desolate,
Lonely islands walking about,
Oh, how they lay barren!
In the wake of the destruction called Life.

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Artist For Both Pictures ~ Nigel Van Wieck


You Smell Of Memories

Saul Leiter

 

You smell of memories,

And when I’m with you,

The scent of sadness permeates the air,

Leaving me gasping for breath.

 

You smell of yearning,

You smell of lust,

You smell of longing,

You smell of thirst.

 

Darling, you smell of me.

 

Saul Leiter

Both PC: Saul Leiter

 

 


Too much

1625467_942696235761024_3658108102813100371_nPC – Anastasia Smurova.

 

Sometimes we love people too much,

Love is responsibility.

Love is ache waiting to be felt.

Love is a tragedy in the making.

Love is beautiful.

Love makes you do all the things you yourself wouldn’t approve of.

Love pushes you to the point that you do not recognize yourself.

And if that love is poison to someone.

It’s best to let it go.

Sometimes we love people too much to keep them in our lives.


An Off-center Trip To Have – Jordan Part I

Waiting at Chatrapati Shivaji Maharaj International Airport -T2 Terminal, my stomach was churning. I’d never been abroad, and definitely not in a place that many asked me to stay at bay from. The urge or will to go there was stronger than any heartfelt word of advice. I was going. And there I was ready to board the plane to Amman, the capital city of Jordan with a stopover at Doha, Qatar.

The view from Doha to Amman was breathtaking. See it to believe it.

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Upon reaching Amman, the feeling was unreal. Touch down, but I was on seventh heaven. I couldn’t wait to embrace all the adventure that beckoned me.

Our first stop there was Madaba City.  This city in The Hashemite Kingdom of Jordania is best known for its Byzantine and Umayyad mosaics, especially a large Byzantine-era mosaic map of the Holy Land.

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We visited the church that had the huge map on it’s floor and it was amazing. The Map of Madaba mosaic was discovered in 1896 and the findings were published a year later.

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The mosaic map depicts an area from Lebanon to the Nile Delta North to south, and from the Mediterranean Sea to the Eastern Desert from East to West. It also depicts a lot of old testament christian sites as well including Dead sea, Jordan, Jericho among others.

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We were also shown a mysterious painting of Mother Mary inside the church, which was said to have the appearance of a blue hand out of nowhere one day. The hand wasn’t there in the original painting, and no body knows how the hand appeared out of the blue.

Have a look here:

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We made our way to the church through the market place and what a beauty to behold!

I was mesmerized and left in awe of the cobblestone roads, the stone buildings the sky. Beautiful is an understatement.

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** End of – Jordan Part I – **

 

 

 

 


You Deserve It

Veronica Ebert.

When you end up harming

All those you loved,

And somehow leaving

Everything you once had.

To decay.

Because selfishness is a disease.

Spreading through your whole being,

Eating away at your skin

Leaving you with a core, void and lonely.

And you look back

Only to see their faces fading

And you try hard to draw in every last piece of that picture

To keep as memory and to weep it all out

when the time comes.

But you can’t.

Your selfishness has taken away even the memory of a beautiful life you once had.

You deserve it.


Poor World

Sitting at the bar, alone, you begin to wonder even you don’t like to be with yourself.
Poor world.


Something I’m not

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I can let you go,
Cut you off like a useless limb,
Part ways with the most essential for my being.
And I’ll survive.
Boy, not because I can,
Because I have to.

You see, ego is that magic potion which will bring the dead to life,
It will suffocate and then bury with dignity,
But it will never leave.

So yes, my darling,
I love you,
I want you,
But I don’t need you.
I never will.

I will survive.
I will survive the cuts
The bruises
The poison
The ache

But I will survive

And I don’t mind being broken
I mind being something I’m not.


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Let’s Toil

Let's Toil

Work like a Trojan,
Plough through the day,
You see, for love,
Life is a small price to pay.


Beyond The Horizon

#NewPost on the photoblog:

Beyond The Horizon,

Selcouth Paracosm

Beyond The Horizon

Beyond The Horizon,
Far Outlying,
There’s A Place Called Home.

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Covetous

My new blog on travel and beauty.

Take a look.

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Covetous

You look over at the sea with covetous gaze.

But what you covet you know not.

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Quote

Sometimes I hate

Sometimes I hate everything
And everyone
But then, on those days, I hate myself the most.


A Love Story

What’s lost?
She didn’t mourn during the last rites. Numb with bereavement, she stood motionless.
They lowered his body into the earth and therewith buried her spirit.
She had not wept at all in days. They shook her, wailed, brought forth memories of him, but to no avail.
She had lost the will to feel…

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Pina Bausch.

 

 


Letters from the son…

Subject Under Focus ~ Smokey Semantics.
This Moved me to tears. What more can I say?

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Dear Father,                                                                                        August 1974

It has been more months than I can remember, since I wrote to you last. While I have no words to justify my regret over my inability to inform you, as to whether I am alive or not, I feel a certain sense of relief, that I have brought myself to be able to say the things I will in this letter, here forth.

Much has changed, worth talking about, in the last few weeks but it isn’t worth sharing. It has no ounce of joy in it, or happiness, or capacity of reflection for anyone, I feel. Still, I have decided to…

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Battle

My contribution to InkBlood’s upcoming workshop subject “Lascivious Love”.

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You see; letting go is never easy.

Love is a beautiful sentiment. You’ll know when it happens.

Sometimes, this love has to be nurtured for it to bloom. At other times, it just exists in its full glory. Either way, love is something you can never run away from.

And that’s what makes its beauty so terribly dangerous.

It jeopardizes our sanity and in turn, our life.

You’ve got to battle it out. Like a soldier on the battlefield fights for his life, you’ve got to fight for your sanity.

Things aren’t always black or white. They’re grey.

Love is that dark shade of grey you wished you were never acquainted with.

Yet it is the sheet tent you made as a child, to lie under. Do you know what I mean?

It’s an addiction, one that ruins you.

Yet you’re infatuated by it. You keep going back. You’re…

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Slaves To Love

Love is a cruel thing.

It gives you hope,

Then snatches it back in a heartbeat.

It gives you solace

Then drowns you in your own pool of blood.

It makes you feel beautiful,

Then shows you the mirror that only reflects the ugly,

The distorted.

 

Love is a saviour that destroys us.

The more you let it breed,

The more it will eat you hollow.

 

The more you feed it with your soul,

The more you’ll lose control.

 

Love cannot be tamed.

Tread carefully, friend, tread carefully.

 

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My 30th and final contribution to NaPoWriMo.

Cheers to a wonderful journey.

My words may not be good enough, but they are liberating.

 


Serenity Amidst Chaos

I want to sit on a bench,

Palms on my lap,

Smile on my face

And calm in my heart.

 

I want to sit on a bench,

When the storm approaches.

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My 29th Contribution to NaPoWriMo

 


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Free & Alive

Free & Alive

My 28th Contribution to NaPoWriMo


Feeble Confession

I’ve written to you several times.

Words that could tear you apart.

That could make you bleed.

I’ve buried several letters, you know.

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My hands reached for you,

when you were searching for someone else’s.

You held mine anyway.

Just as easily as you let it go today.

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Why do you lift up my spirits?

Why do you make me believe?

Just to go.

Stay for a little longer,

Hold me till dawn comes to greet us.

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My 27th Contribution to NaPoWriMo


Irony

Sometimes abandoning that which only births sorrow is the best choice to make.

Hard choice,

A wise one.

 

But then again,

You can’t escape sorrow,

neither love.

You can only return a smile when they wave.

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My 26th Contribution to NaPoWriMo


The Beauty And The Beast Are One

You are so beautiful when you’re vulnerable.

So glorious in your fragility

So serene in your sadness

So enticing in your susceptibility

So pretty in your inequities

So fetching in your wretchedness

So tranquil in your desolation

So charming in your despair

You are so strong in your brokenness

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My 20th Contribution to NaPoWriMo because some things just have to be said out loud.