I Bleed Words Sometimes

Thrown among the ruins

You abandoned me.
You knew my mind & body would survive without you, didn't you?
You also knew my soul wouldn't.
It didn't.

At your every glance,
My heart leapt for joy.
Now, I cringe,
I shudder at the thought of you.

I knew I didn't fear loneliness,
Nor did I fear the loss of love.
I only feared abandonment.
I only feared I wasn't good enough.
I only feared you wouldn't fight for me.

You didn't.
I lost.

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